Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I'll Be Honest

...about the primary reason I've been so reclusive. Remember my post about googling my name? Well the truth is I just can't get over it! My mind keeps hitting upon people that probably have googled my name (peeps in my past) that frankly belong in my past but are probably reading every excruciating detail of my life and it's weirding me out! I've thought a lot about going private but then I can't see the point. One of my comments from that post mentioned taking my post off of google searches and I've thought about that too. I just might do that because at least I'll maintain a little anonymity. I think back on a lot of my posts and get this icky feeling about "those" eyes reading these words, seeing my prego cankles, seeing me lying in that bed post-birth and nameless other posts that weren't necessarily private but weren't written for "them". Get it?

Idk what to do. I wish I knew for sure who is reading this. Maybe I should just hold back a little more. Ya, I deleted the fertility post k?

2 backward glances:

Christy said...

I didn't want to go private either so I turned off search capabilities a long time ago, it feels safer to me and now I don't have all of these foreign places hitting my blog when I look at the map from site meter. Most of the people who read from what I can tell are friends and family or friends of friends/friends of family. I'll never go back :)

Heidi Sue said...

I know after you posted about it, I went private.There are some people that just don't need to know what is going on in our lives.
I also heard about a website called speko.com. that has all of our information. I removed Josh and I. I just don't like people knowing my adress, phone number,how much we make, and other things.
good luck!